packing bags

Haih, lately im a bit sad about my life, i have to go to plkn, yayy!! but deep inside my heart. Ill be missing my girls, my parents, my family, and him. Kenapa asal aku update blog je mesti aku sedih. You know what, i have a sad life, its true. Bukannya aku buat cerita saja nak ambik perhatian from anyone. I dont need that. 20 april, which is its already one year im being a single ladies. Taklah susah sangat hidup single ni, tapi.. so sick, seriously, its really bored.

"If you want me to forget you, i can, but please, tell my heart how to forget you, because my heart doesnt know how"

Ive always try to forget you, i was hoping that time will heal my pain, its working, but not 100% but i wonder, bila lah agaknya i can forget you hundred percent. Maybe my love for you was too strong. I was hoping maybe one day there's a guy can replace him. K, enuf for the sad story. Yea, two more days, im going to plkn, my life will 100 percent different. Its really hard to say goodbye. Tahan air mata setiap kali cakap goodbye. Donno why. I feel like Im being ignored by them, they dont understand me. How much ill be missing them when im at plkn. I want to met them so badly. But ya, takda rezeki nak jumpa. Ive started to pack my things, which is a lotttt of thingss. Rasa macam nak angkut semua pergi plkn. Lol. If only i can bring along my bed. I hate PMS. Its sucks, its really sucks, my mood start to go up and down. And tomorrow, its A7X concert, so sad that i cant join my cousin, duit gaji dah habis sebab beli galaxy y. Maybe someday i will go to A7X concert but maybe somewhere else but not at malaysia. Haha. Kuat berangan nye! K, i need to wake up at 5 am because im going to goreng 200 biji karipap because someone ordered it from my mom tapi my mom pergi kelantan suddenly ada kursus. Its already 11pm. I think i better off to sleep. So goodnight guys, insyallah, i will post a new entries again before i take off to plkn. Goodnight guys. "Live your life, because life is too short"