How should i start, hmm, okay, last few week my ex just told me that he want me to be his girl, and i say i will think about it, but not now because im not ready. And after few weeks texting, suddenly starting from last day, he dont even sent me a text, NOTHING AT ALL, and so im just text him to say goodnight but no reply, and today, i text him to take a good care of himself. and no reply. and so balik dari tuisyen i check his wall, i really concern about him, i just wanna know if he is okay or not, and he wrote a status
"you're the one.it's true i'm telling you my love.you're so pretty and you make my heart melting when we on the phone.aww i love you!haha:D"
And im wondering, its been a few days he didnt call me or even text me, how can he wrote those status like 4 hours ago :0
Im so sure that he cant even wait for my answer even i was plan to met him tomorrow at his place but nahhh, i dont have to worry about what im gonna wear tomorrow becase that fuck guys has just found a new hottie. Ive made a decision to say YES, I REALLY DO WANNA BE WITH YOU but i have to change it to this YES, I REALLY GONNA BE A SINGLE LADIES RATHER TO BE WITH YOU
its funny how i fall in love with you again my ex-boyfriend. I do sound like a crazy girl right now, but im halfway to be like that, this is all bullshit okay, i just got fockup with a guy again and again, eventhough its hard for me for open my heart for someone else, for 2 month im strugling like SHIT doing something that bring me back to life or making me breathing again, i start to do anything that i want without thinking what are going to happen after this. Ya allah, beratnya dugaan ni, tapi aku masih bersyukur sebab tuhan beri aku peluang aku hidup dan aku masih kuat untuk hadapi semua ni. Insyallah
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